
Today I stood in the Poetry section of Boulder Bookstore, closed my eyes, and randomly selected a book from which I randomly selected a page. The book was The Selected Poems of Mary Oliver and the poems were magnificent. She seems to be still alive.
I bought the book; it was even used! I've had good luck with selecting poetry books this way, I've tried a more orderly approach (i.e. only select female poets, or only Ann Sexton, or whichever title is the catchest; but I am always disappointed).
The poem I read first was "Two Kinds of Deliverance." The title alone piqued my interest, the poem was appropriately about Spring:
1Last night the geese came back,slanting fastfrom the blossom of the rising moon downto the black pond. A muskratswimming in the twilight saw them and hurriedto the secret lodges to tell everyonespring had come.And so it had.By morning when I went outthe last of the ice had disappeared, blackbirdssang on the shores. Every yearthe geese, returning,do this, I don’tknow how.2The curtains opened and there wasan old man in a headdress of feathers,leather leggings and a vest madefrom the skin of some animal. He dancedin a kind of surly rapture, and the treesin the fields far awaybegan to mutter and suck up their long roots.Slowly they advanced until they stoodpressed to the schoolhouse windows.3I don’t knowlots of things but I know this: next yearwhen springflows over the starting point I’ll think I’m going todrown in the shimmering miles of it and thenone or two birds will fly me overthe threshold.As for the painof others, of course it tries to beabstract, but thenthere flares up out of a vanished wilderness, like fire,still blistering: the wrinkled faceof an old Chippewasmiling, hating us,dancing for his life.
There is another poem titled "When Death Comes." I suppose it is everyone else's favorite as well, since it wasn't hard to find in full here.
When death comes
like the hungry bear in autumn
when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse
to buy me, and snaps his purse shut;
when death comes
like the measle-pox;
when death comes
like an iceberg between the shoulder blades,
I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering;
what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness?
And therefore I look upon everything
as a brotherhood and a sisterhood,
and I look upon time as no more than an idea,
and I consider eternity as another possibility,
and I think of each life as a flower, as common
as a field daisy, and as singular,
and each name a comfortable music in the mouth
tending as all music does, toward silence,
and each body a lion of courage, and something
precious to the earth.
When it's over, I want to say: all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was a bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.
When it's over, I don't want to wonder
if I have made of my life something particular, and real.
I don't want to find myself sighing and frightened
or full of argument.
I don't want to end up simply having visited this world.
I LOVE this poem. I am, however, not particularly curious about death. I don't really think anything unexpected will happen, aside from awestricken-ness of the eternal silence in that "cottage of darkness." I love how she thinks about time and eternality; I have written similar things, but much less eloquently.
Just for good measure, I will include another new favorite from Oliver, "Lightening":
UHHThe oaks shonegaunt goldon the lipof the storm beforethe wind rose,the shapeless mouthopened and beganits five-hour howl;the lightswent out fast, branchessidled overthe pitch of the roof, bouncedinto the yearthat grew blackwithin minutes, exceptfor the lightening - the landscapebulging forth like a quicklesson in creating, thenthudding away. Inside,as always,it was hard to tellfear from excitement:how sensualthe lightning’spoured stroke! and still,what a fire and a risk!As always the bodywants to hide,wants to flow toward it - strivesto balance whilefear shouts,excitement shouts, backand forth - eachbolt a burning rivertearing like escape through the dark
field of the other.
I won't say what it reminds me of, but I will say it's great she wrote this and that I have read it, so now I will not attempt to write some dribble trying to express the same sentiments.
There's one more of course, I like it for the personification of Lilies and their relationship to hummingbirds. Particularly "if I were a Lily/ I think I would wait all day / for the green face/ of the hummingbird/ to touch me."
Romanic, I guess.
Hmmmm.
Actually instead of quoting that one (you can read it here), There is Another.
I could just quote the entire book.
SunriseYou candie for it --an idea,or the world. Peoplehave done so,brilliantly,lettingtheir small bodies be boundto the stake,creatingan unforgettablefury of light. Butthis morning,climbing the familiar hillsin the familiarfabric of dawn, I thoughtof China,and Indiaand Europe, and I thoughthow the sunblazesfor everyone justso joyfullyas it risesunder the lashesof my own eyes, and I thoughtI am so many!What is my name?What is the nameof the deep breath I would takeover and overfor all of us? Call itwhatever you want, it ishappiness, it is another oneof the ways to enterfire.